The Fish Poem take # 3

November 18th, 2011 by Ash

So someone spammed my blog in a comment to an old post, but it was a good thing because it made me look at an old poem.

I’ve edited again (take #3) and here it is. With this version I’ve tried to cull some of the wordiness (originally I was trying to be to clever) and make it clearer and more concise. Hopefully giving it more impact. If you’re interested there are two earlier versions, click on the links below.

1st attempt

2nd attempt

The latest attempt:

The Fish

The fish jumps onto the beach and begins to draw in the sand.
the Crow says,
“I do not sing, so you do not paint”.
The moon hums “The tide is not low. I am wounded, that is all”.
The Bee nods.
“See” says the Crow
Absorbed, the Fish keeps drawing.
The Spider: “ Enough! You have the Ocean, we the have the Tress.
There is an order
of dust and bones and pain and stars.
Do not continue!”
The ant looks up, the scratching like static in his ears
The Wolf says
“If you stay, I promise the wilderness will fall on you,
including my claws”
The Fish continues
The Adder alone in the grass admires and praises him
silently to himself
The Mouse says “We have allowed this tourism, now go back!”
The Bear
exhales “This will end badly”
The Fish begins to run out of air but keeps drawing in the sand
The Beetle: “Look! He’s running out of life!”
The Dolphin radars a plea to return.
“He’s finished the drawing!”
“I don’t understand, why is he smiling?”
The Fish lies down in the sand.

“I warned him”
“Silly dead Fish”
“So it goes”
“How strange?”
“Good, I am restored”
“I kind of like it”
“I don’t understand?”

He was a sensitive fish, holding the flower in his palm.

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Recital in a Bookstore

November 10th, 2011 by Ash

So I’ve decided that I need to perform before the year has finished. Having recently completed a folio as part of an application to do an honours year at Melbourne Uni in composition, I thought it would be awesome to hear some of the pieces live.

I’ve also had this idea to perform it in the local bookstore, Red Wheelbarrow Books on Lygon st. (Based on the poem perhaps?)

It will be an intimate evening with wine and friends in a beautiful acoustic environment of wall to wall books, including performances by a string quartet, a brass quartet and myself. It’s on the 9th of December, starting 8pm.

Would love to see you there!
Ash

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Prelude # 1

April 27th, 2011 by Ash

Prelude # 1
So at the gig the other night I had a friend of mine record some of the tracks. Mostly because I hadn’t had a chance to listen to the newly composed prelude.

Just wanted to share it. This piece will be part of a larger work:

http://ashleighsoutham.bandcamp.com/track/prelude-1

Hope you enjoy

Ash

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Recording and Indie label part #1 Composing & Arranging

December 12th, 2010 by Ash


So, I just had this idea.
I’m going to post the warts and all experience of recording my latest album. There are a lot of myths and questions about recording an album and the music industry in general. I’d like to shed some light about my experience of it to the people I know and any others that stumble on my blog. I’m going to write about my experience as a truely independant artist (no label, not even a small one, I’m my own label). Where possible I want to include every detail, particularly, the costs and time that it takes to make a cheap indie label in these modern times.

My album is called “Pilgrim”. It is currently in the Manufacturering stage, so this post, and some others, will be retro active!

COMPOSING:

This is a fairly constant thing for me. I’m always composing. All it really takes for me is time. Some quiet time spent on my instrument and things start to come out. Then, a sort stream of consciousness approach to lyrics and melody. Then, more time. After the intial spark, there’s a lot of effort that goes into organising the sections and also finishing melodies and finding lyrics. Every song is different. One song on the album took me about 2 hours, start to finish and it was done. That’s pretty rare though. The songs on this album date back to about 2008 when I first moved to Melbourne and I had lots of spare time after making muesli and reading at the library.

ARRANGING:

My idea was to use a variety of talented people I knew and some I didn’t. I also wanted to include a orchestral instruments. I also didn’t want a typical band album and I wanted to arrange the songs in such as way, as the instruments played an integral role rather than a supportive one.

I love writing for strings. So I knew I wanted a string quartet. I also saw it possible to write for a brass/wind quartet as well. So the line up for a lot of the songs is; String quartet, Brass/wind Quartet, Drums, Bass, Guitar/Keys.

Arranging 10 songs for that many instruments and getting it just right (perfectionist) took me a good part of about 8 months, which was longer than I originally thought. There were also last minute changes happening on the morning of some of the recording days. But I really did love every second of working on the scores.

So to recap. Composing of the original songs, happened from 2008 right up until the moment where I was changing lyrics in the vocal booth in Nov 2010. So give or take, 2 years. Arranging the material into just the right perfect symbiotic harmonious glory between all instruments, about 8 months. Cost, well….composing is just time really so no costs there. Arranging, cracked version of Sibelius was free, or about $200….no prises for guessing which one I went with.

Tune in next time for “Decision Time!”

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Albums I’m listening to while re-reading my my 1st draft of novel (should take about 12 hours)

June 29th, 2010 by Ash



Jonny Cash – American IV The man comes around
Joan as Policewoman – Real Life
The Mars Volta – Deloused in the comatorium
Coldplay – A Rush of Blood to the Head
Ryan Adams – Gold
The Grand Central Band
Miles Davis – Kind of Blue
The Doors – Morrison Hotel & LA Woman
Muse – Origins of symmetry
John Lennon – Wonsaponatime
Rufus Wainright – Want two


Now the coffees ready…..back to it!!

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Anne Carson

April 13th, 2010 by Ash

So I’ve recently been reading Anne Carson’s book of poetry and prose ‘Plain Water’ and I think she’s amazing……so I wanted to post a poem of hers

“On Youth at Night”

the youth at night would have himself drawn
around the scream. It lay in the middle of the
city gazing back at him with its heat and
rose pool of flesh. Terrific lava shone
on his soul. He would ride and stare

I definately reccommend her….with some practice I hope to be as original…

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anne_Carson

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New Year, New projects!

January 24th, 2010 by Ash

So its a new year….whoa!

Trying to organise the recording and composing of my 2nd album…actually make that ‘composing’ first, then ‘recording’. Dates are set loosely for the 25th of June. This time I wanna do things slightly different.

The 1st album was done to a click track, and then we tracked everything to that – basically what that means is the drummer plays first, on his own, with the tempo being played in his ear. He has to remember the song and the changes. Then the bass comes along and plugs in and he plays along to the drums that have been recorded. Then the guitars go on, then paino, then the triangle etc. Finally the vocals go on at the end.

This time round I want to do ‘Live’ tracking which means that we all play at once, together in a room. So the drums and bass and guitars and pianos all play the song in one big room. There are lots of arguments for and against these types of recordings. For me personally, I want to try it. I also have an opinion that there is a certain ‘vibe’ that you feel when you’re all playing together. It’s a hard thing to quantify, but it really is a feeling. If everyone is playing well, all at the same time, there is an energy you feel. I’m hoping that this will be the case, and my very talented friend and engineer/producer will capture this vibe.

It’s also possible I’ve bitten off more than I can chew, becasue I’m wanting to record with the string quartet in there as well. In a few songs I’m also hoping for a brass/wind section. So that’s a lot of musicians and instruments and mics all at once. But my theory is that with all these peeps all playing and hopefully feeling the music, the vibe dial will be on at least “11″.

Fingers crossed, until they have to move over keys or strings…….

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Invictus

November 29th, 2009 by Ash

what a great poem…..its by William Enerst Henley….just wanted to share it

INVICTUS

Out of the night that covers me
Black as the pit from pole to pole
I thank whatever gods may be
for my unconquerable soul

In the fell clutch of circumtances
I have not winced nor cried out loud
Under the bludgenings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed

Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the horror of the shade
And yet the menace of the years
Finds and shall find me unafraid

It matters not how strait the gate
How charged with punishments the scroll
I am the master of my fate
I am the captain of my soul.

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tunes i’m diggin on

August 23rd, 2009 by Ash

Just though I would put up a quick post with some links to the type of tunes I’m listening to and being inspired by.

First off, I’ve been getting right into Soul music lately. Started out with Sam Cooke but I’m finding loads of great artists. There are some great ones on ‘Hi records’ and ‘Stax records’ as well. (Keep an eye out for the middle ‘Miracle’ he fluffs his dance steps, perhaps he should come to Ministry)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BCwkZrj2VT4&feature=related

Next up is the silk road ensemble. Originally the main guy arranged songs for Yo Yo Ma I think. But they have this great instrumentation and arrangement. Really digging this stuff. Relishing the middle eastern influence in both instrumentation and melodies.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PBWT79QUV94

Segway, to Nusrat, who I found out about through Jeff Buckley. On his ‘Live at Sine’ album he raves about him so I thought I’d check him out. Jeff had a point.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dbAPx5vQKy0

finally, I had this melody stuck in my head this morning, no idea where or how…so I used the power and glory of youtube and the interweb and tracked it down. Although listening to it, I’d like to see a different type of production on it

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KrZkaj37kA0

I actually thought it might of been a Gomez song, who I think are also pretty cool.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qzUhjhRxGp4

Ok, so this could go on for a long time. So I’ll stop now I think. Hope you’ve enjoyed listening/watching. Go the web and youtube.

Chur
ash

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I got interviewed….

May 25th, 2009 by Ash

So a friend of mine, a very talented bass player, is studying music in Sydney. She recently had an assignment where she had to interview a music industry person and I was very flattered that she thought of me. I thought I’d post a copy of the interview.

Interview Questions – Ashleigh Southam

1.) How did you become involved in music?

My first memories of music are being fascinated by my fathers LP collection. The people on the covers and the song titles and then what was inside. I was drawn to these things and the act of sitting and listening to the records.

2.) Your instruments are piano, guitar and vocals – how long have you been working at each?

Piano I have been working on for 18 years, Guitar, about 12 and Vocals are relatively young still, about 5 years.

3.) Who are your greatest influences – and why?

I love Nina Simone, for her aguish. I love Bob Dylan for his originality. I love Leonard Cohen for his poetry. Bach for his melodies, Bill Evans for his harmonies and anyone else who performs with their soul.

4.) Are there any other artists (i.e. non-musicians), people, places or anything else that influences and inspires your work?

I love Charles Bukowski’s poetry. Jean Micheal Basquiat’s Paintings are amazing. John Irvings stories, he marries tragedy and comedy so closely it’s brilliant. My Family influences me. My partner is amazing. I am inspired by people close to me and also people who I’ve only ever read about. I love stillness and silence, you can learn a lot about yourself when it’s quiet.

5.) You’ve been in Melbourne for well over a year now – what prompted the move there?

My girlfriend got into the musical Guys and Dolls and as part of her contract we were given accommodation in the middle of town. Seemed like sweet deal, rent free in the middle of Melbourne. Had a lot of time to write without worrying about rent!

6.) How have you found the music scene in Melbourne to be in comparison to Sydney and Christchurch?

There is definitely more going on here. It’s very competitive. There is also a great appreciation for original live music. Sydney has a really great live music scene with lots of good bands but I do feel more of camaraderie between musicians here. Christchurch has a wonderful pool of talented musos and I have many musician friends there. I believe you can make your music in any city, good music is good music regardless of region.

7.) You worked with a variety of musicians on the album. Was this intentional or just circumstantial given you have lived in several different locations over the last few years?

It was more circumstantial I think. The album came about rather by accident. There were several recordings we had made in Christchurch which were originally intended to be an EP release. They were great recordings but they sat on my hard drive for some time. Then there was some rehearsing that went on with different musicians in Sydney playing some of the songs off the original recording and some extras. So I decided to record those as well. Then I sort of thought, well, I have this collection of really great recordings, why don’t I put it together on an album. I re-recorded all the vocals in my friends studio in Christchurch to give it some consistency, then had it mixed and mastered here in Melbourne. I’m very proud of the outcome. It’s a great achievement.

8.) How do you approach the songwriting process? i.e. how do you come up with ideas?

Idea’s come from everywhere. I carry note books with me always to jot down lyrical ideas or phrases and thoughts. There are always musical ideas that come out of practicing and spending time on my instruments. Usually sounds that my ears want to hear, some chord progression or melody, and I work on it until my ears are satisfied. Then put it together. Some songs come out completely formed and others sit around for months or even years before they find a home.

9.) What was it like working with such a variety of people on your first album?

It’s always a great pleasure working with other talented musicians. I’m constantly amazed at how every musician will bring their own personality into songs. Every person I’ve worked with comes to their instrument in their own unique way. I’m flattered when people are willing to work hard on material that I’ve composed.

10.) When did you sign to Amphead Music? How have you found the experience to be given they have quite a few contacts with labels, retailers and distribute a wide variety of material?

I signed with Amphead in about August of last year. The deal I have with them is just a distribution deal. So their contacts and things, although are great, won’t really help me unless I’m out there hustling and gigging myself. When you do something like make an album and try to get it out there and available, you quickly learn about the actual music industry. So many musicians I think are naïve about the actual business side. It’s a tough industry and it eats up a lot of good musicians and bands. You have to be realistic about it. We’re all sold on the stories of our favourite bands success and their signings to this or that label. But, ultimately, it’s an industry and revolves around profits, like any other industry. So it’s important to enjoy the music you make and that you feel passionate about it.

11.) How do you feel about the industry in its current state? i.e. the live music scene, digital downloads and the changing nature of the music industry?

I definitely think the industry is in a massive state of flux. It won’t ever go back to the way it was 10years ago, the way record companies probably want it to, or the way they’re trying to protect right now. The bottom line is, people can get recorded music for free now, how can you ask someone to pay for something when they know they can get it free? Change isn’t always bad. Personally I think bands will have to tour more and revenues will be made up that way. Which I think is a good thing. It’s one thing to sound good on a recording, it’s something else to sound good live. Live is where it’s at. There are alternative ways to make money, but the traditional way of selling albums is on its way out.

12.) Best gig? What and where?

I once played as a session keyboardist for the Beach Boys tour in New Zealand, we did a gig to about 5,000 people.
Another memorable one was at the Artichoke café. I think I played for about 2 and half hours straight. I was completely involved in what I was doing I didn’t notice time passing. It’s nice the way its set up there where I could do that.

13.) Worst gig? What and where?

I’ve had several gigs where I’ve played to the bar staff. But even during those I find a way to get something out of the music. I usually end up improvising a lot more or trying things I wouldn’t normally.

14.) What has been the highlight of your career to date?

Well, that’s hard to say having a relatively quiet career so far, but I would say the people I get to meet and play music with. Sharing the tunes.

15.) You recently made a comment about ‘9 days of shooting straight up 17 hr days.’ What’s that about – have you been working on films lately?

That was for an independent film I was acting in filmed in New Zealand. It’s called “Pawn Shop” and it features a lot of Christchurch musicians including songs from myself. I have a good friend who’s a director and writer who lives in Christchurch. His idea was to shoot a small film with a simple plot and include some of the talented musicians he and I both know. It’s a great little film and should be out by the end of the year. But we had very little time to do everything so they were long days. Interesting things happen to your brain when you’re sleep deprived.

16.) You have again teamed up with some new musicians. Is this a permanent line up?

Originally the idea was to keep it sort free for them to come and go if they wanted. But recently we discussed things and they seem to be in it for long haul. We’re making some really interesting exciting sounds at the moment and I’m really happy with how it’s coming along.

17.) What are the plans for your current band? Will there be a follow up album anytime soon?

At the moment we’ve just the to the point where the songs are rehearsed up and we’re now about to start gigging around Melbourne. Ultimately it would be good if we could get management on board. Then they can do what they do best, and we can do what we do best. We have to prove ourselves first though. We’re definitely looking at recording an EP in the not too distance future. I’m also recording some quartet scores I’ve composed in a few weeks. There is nothing like hearing bowed instruments playing together on something you’ve composed. It’s an amazing sound and experience

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